Racing...

My mind has been racing since last night, and I can't seem to turn it off. I hate that.

I'm too much of a thinker. I wish I knew everything clearly, all the facts, the logic behind

peoples thinking. What I wanted to do in life. I want to do something that I love, makes

me good money, and can work when I want to so can spend time with Hunter. Now that

I'm a mom I see things almost completely different. I want to be home with him as much

as I can. I have so many interests. I need a owners manual for myself or something. It's

almost December, so obviously Christmas is just around the corner- and I'm not ready for

that. However, I am ready for 2011. SO READY!! This year has sucked those

far, best thing really has been Hunter being born.  I don't know how many people read this

I'm still a newbie to blogger.com, but if you are do you know what you want your New

Year's resolution to be ? I know one of mine is to loose this baby weight? Anyone have

any good workout routines to loose belly fat from baby? Well I got to go things to do.

Thanks for reading my vent. Buh bye!

Starting .....

Made this today..... in hopes of helping myself.

With intent to to heal, grow, share,inspire, reflect, and express my mind, body, and soul.

These past couple years have been a constant roller coaster I feel like with frequent lows

that have rattled my life, my hope, and held me back from who I feel I am suppose to be.

I feel like I have a purpose I feel like I am some special but my mind feels weak and clouded.

I need to revamp,revive, and refind myself.

This is the preface to hoepfully a transformation of me. I am going to break some serious

ground in 2011. I have to I'm tired of not feeling like me and I want the best for my son  I am adding some songs that I can relate to somehow at this point in my life...


Little bit about me :

I'm 25
I'm a gemini
I'm contradicting, I'm loving, I'm funny, I'm kind, but can be mean
I'm a dreamer but scared of my own success
I love my son, I love my friends, and family.... I love my GOD.
I hate lies, I hate betrayal.... ..

I want to be remembered - I want to make a difference - I want to be apart of something great and meaningful. I want to be HAPPY